I keep searching for you everywhere but keep coming up empty. I see you so vividly in my dreams, saying all the right things, doing what you could not do for me in person. It’s been so long since we’ve last touched and yet it’s the one thing I yearn for the most. It’s insane how my mind keeps reminding me of you at night, but I convinced myself so strongly long ago that things were through between us. I keep waiting for a moment to connect with you, but I can never reach you. Why are you so hard to find?

Maybe that’s what keeps me longing for you. The fact that you are so far out of reach. We always want what we can’t have…